January 2009
51 posts
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you. -Winnie the Pooh
331. Be subtle. She sees you.
(via rulesformyunbornson)
Inauguration
Fools to believe
in such a human climate
an atmosphere of skin and breath.
I close my eyes and feel my mouth grinning
as the air of January seems possible
believable.
I allow my shoulders to relax and give into America.
AF
last night, i felt the return of allegory.
in two specific dreams. they arrived one after the other.
the first was in regards to the pain in my mind. it is as if i am in a black and white house. it is cold and colorless. the long hallway is where the demons are. they carry guns and say vile things. they shoot me and i bleed. but they are demons so they do not have the ability to go on endlessly....
i want to....
feel better than i have lately. what’s normal? what’s good? it’s getting redefined i think. in the past, good equaled numb or without restraint. not so any more.
right now i feel disconnected from my kids and the things i love to do the most, like read and write.
i have run out of time. again.
“And that’s the thing about people who mean everything they say. They think...”
– Khaled Hosseini, the Kite Runner (via cacaococoa + overflowing + ashadeofgrey) (via heyitswil)
i got off track today.
I’m listening to Sun Kil Moon, trying to feel closer to you…
True and False Manliness By: James Freeman...
True manliness differs also from the false in its attitude to woman. Its knightly feeling makes it wish to defend her rights, to maintain her claims, to be her protector and advocate. False manliness wishes to show its superiority by treating women as inferiors. It flatters them, but it does not respect them. It fears their competition on equal levels, and wishes to keep them confined, not within...
